Whoops

I don't know if I've ever mentioned this, probably have but whatever. My blog name is so obvious HAHAH much confidential.
Anyways, WHAT'S UP. Long time no update I guess, sorry. Or am I?
Nah I guess I have been pretty busy, I mean I haven't last updated since... January! Dayum. And surprise surprise, haven't been sticking to many goals or resolutions. Ugh. It's so typical. Every year. But I guess life has been pretty great and so much has happened since January.
Some events I've experienced:
- One Direction concert
- UNSW open day
- Good life (first music festival, pretty shit cos it got cancelled lol)
- Mini holiday with the fam to Jervis Bay
- ummm yeh school

Idk, life's just been good and stuff I guess. WORKLOAD. So much to do man, since I left Friday off (6th of March) to go camping, wow i had so much to catch up on and that was 1 DAY LOL. Eh shouldn't complain though.
OMG YES. I FORGOT. I GOT A JOB LOL. WOO.
At a local chemist :) I had to complete 40 hours of training before I started getting paid and classified as an official 'employee' and idrc I'm happy! By this Thursday it's official! Weeeeeeeeeeeeee

I'm growing up I know :') lol what
On a sad note, my uncle in Canberra got really sick recently. If anyone ever reads this (ever lol) pls keep him in your prayers. He has some sort of cancer :( sucks really. visited him once before his operation and not looking too good atm..
Relationship status: still single, not surprised. Hmmmm and don't really mind either. Kind of have a mini crush thing towards a guy but not gonna go into detail cos it's nothing really, but definitely will update if anything happens. Atm i'm kind of studying for my upcoming math quiz (tomorrow) worth 3% of the overall 15% towards my grade, which seems small but all of these smaller things COUNT.
Also got my progress report, AVERAGGEEEE. But don't really mind since it's only been what, 6-7 weeks into the term? Pointless tbh.

SOOO anyways, nothing much I guess. Just school and stuff taking over my life. If something significant happens i'll be sure to update, maybe.

ADIOS

Beach!

So... I'm pretty sure by the title, you know what I did today. Yeap. I went to the beach. Won't name which beach, I mean no stalkers pls. LOL what. Anyways... Yeah I just went with my family (except Mum she had to work) and some family friends/cousins. 

My main friend, I guess you could say, that I hang out with during these sorts of outings and parties -lets name her 'S'- so she had her '...' (if you're a girl you know, or a guy, it's kind of obvious) but yeah she had it so she didn't get to go in the water or anything which sucked, but nevertheless we still had a fun time :) We got their at around 10ish and the kids, obviously, went straight for the water, we took our time. I put my feet in the water for a bit but then decided that I didn't feel like it so me and S just got a towel and sat in the sun, me tanning and her filling out her um, journal? Diary? Idk. I would have done the same but... Well, mine's online LOL I ain't bringing no laptop to the beach. I could have used my phone but, well, trying not to be anti-social y'know! But yeah so after that we went back to the base where everything was for a break and then decided to go to the take-away shop up the road with S and this guy... Lets name him 'R'. Wow if S or R ended up finding this somehow and reading this they would know who I'm talking about straaaaiggghhhttt away HAHAH but hopefully they don't.

Lets give a bit of background of information on S and R:

S - One of my closest family friends, we just call each other cousins that's how close we are, we've known each other since we were verrry little. Nowadays, we see each other quite a bit, like at the least 2 times a week (but since it's holidays, more like 4 times). But yeah we're close and have a bit in common and have 3993041030 memories.

R - So this kid (he's a guy and he's older than me so he's not really a kid) we've also known each other for agessss. But families drifted for a few years until maybe, last year? Idk. But yeah we used to like each other when we were little HAHA so lame but we did not gonna deny it. And now we're pretty good friends, we see each other quite a bit especially during holidays and yeah, I also find him really cute okay bye.

So all three of us together actually get along really well, we bought some ice-cream, went to the park and then went to the lake where not much people were. Since S couldn't go in the water, it was just R and I... It was so nice and peaceful, and we just talked about random stuff I guess. Sadly we weren't in there for long, only like 10 minutes. But it felt nice, just enjoying the relaxed waves with someone with good company. The rest of the day was enjoyable too, but it did make me realise how self conscious I am with my body and that I should definitely work on it, also at how pretty the beach is. One time later on I was in the river alone, I just wanted to stay there forever. Just watching the sea, and thinking about everything was, amazing. Maybe one day when I'm older, and have that someone, we'll go to the beach and I can share moments like that.

After the tanning, sweating, eating and slowly sun burning my face, we went home. My face is red, there's still probably sand in weird places of my body, but I had fun. Oh and I need to remember to shave my armpits next time, that was stupid. Until more cool days like this.

Adios :)

MY FIRST POST OF 2015

Well, tbh it hasn't really been what you call 'exciting', but it hasn't been that bad either. Apart from my never ending skin breakouts and my bad habit of being addicted to my phone, it's been okay. So on New Years Day, I did, well nothing. I rested, watched a movie, and I guess just chilled out. It felt good, as all the days before this I've practically been out (not saying I'm popular or anything, geez). But yeah, I've seen one of my best friends two days in a row, and I'm seeing her tomorrow so, three days I guess :) I'll also be going to 'Good Life' this year, well Dad said yes, I bought my ticket... Can't say no now! Well hopefully it stays a 'yes'. What's Good Life? Oh sorry, well it's pretty much a typical underage music festival, I know I know, pretty lame right. But it's my first ever one, so why not? Seems pretty fun and only hated by those who can't go. Soooo yeah!

New Years Resolutions:
What you guys have been waiting for! Well, probably not since no one is reading WOW THIS IS EMBARRASSING HAHA but yeah I'm gonna list them anyways.

• Be in the top 10 in all of my classes this year - with hard work and dedication, I really hope I can get there.
• Be more active and healthy than last year! - i'm getting so lazy and I NEED to get back on track.
• Give up soft drink for the whole year - I pretty much have failed as I've consumed it both days but, starting... NOW, we'll see how I go.
• Not go on social media as often - get off your phone! You have a whole life ahead of you and you're going to let these things (apart from my blog ofc) stop you from success? I don't think so. Not necessarily stop using them completely, but, less.
• Complete a diary - I'm really bad at this. I've tried so many years. Fail. But, we'll see.
• UPDATE THIS BLOG FREQUENTLY - Yeah? 

I know, not that much and not that well, extreme? But they are my resolutions and hopefully I complete at least ONE of them. But all of them would be pretty amazing, am I right? 

So tomorrow I'm going to Liverpool Westfields with bestf 1, let's just name her that for now until I think of something better. But yeah. We're going there cos she wants these specific shoes, and I'm just tagging along, not buying anything, cos I've spent way too much throughout the whole of December. WAYYYYY. 

I've been feeling pretty happy overall I guess, hey I skipped less than a week. Pretty good so far right? But before you know it I'll be skipping months on this thing, but we'll see. 

Adios! :)

End of the year...

Wow, so today's New Years Eve Eve. Only hours until 2015 :oooo How crazy!? I always, always, ALWAYS go through the same old thing. Where I think 'New Year, so now it's a new chance to reach my goals and to make this year successful and productive'. But really, after what, the first week, nothing happens. Just another year.
But to be honest, I actually really want to try this year. And get shit done. LOL. But who knows what will happen, right? Honestly I'm so sick of ending a year with nothing to be proud of, well majorly anyways. Like honestly it could be the smallest things, like tone up my body, get better grades etc. Idk I should shut up HAHAH (it doesn't help that whilst I'm typing I'm just lounging watching YouTube videos :/) Ooo do any of you guys watch YouTube on a daily basis? Well I do! Some of my faveeeee YouTubers:

- JK News (I watch that shit errrday)
- Clothes Encounters (Omg her clothes and her face and everything)
- The LineUp (Same thing, their clothes are pERFECT and they're s'cute)
- Nigahiga (he's so funny and original, just always been a favourite) OH AND I MET HIM
That's not all of them but yeh, they my mains

Anyways, this month has been crazzzzzy and sorry for not updating regularly. These past few days I've been sleeping over my cousins house once again, always a good time there, oh and this time my sister came along too haha.
One of my resolutions is to keep updated a lot more in 2015, so get ready! Or not.. Whatever :) I guess I'll see you guys next year, I'll probably list my resolutions and how I feel etc.

Adiosssss (last post of 2014 wat!)

Update

It's been a few days, or was it weeks? Since I posted. I'm really bad at continuously posting so sorry in advanced, but hey it's better than nothing. And I just realised that, I talk like there's an audience reading my blog, which I highly doubt there is tbh LOL but maybe one person will somehow, randomly stumble across my blog and read my boring posts... And if that ever does happen, hi! :)

But yeah updates, updates...
School's done. DONE. For the year. WOO. We had awards on the last day, didn't achieve much and there's even more proof of that on my report... Average, average, like always. But I do have goals for next year. Oh, yeah, next year I'll be in year 11 and as teachers have endlessly reminded us we are now officially entering "Senior School" and should be taking school a lot more seriously as we're pretty much preparing for the good old HSC. -For those of you who don't know what that is, Higher School Certificate is a 'test' at the end of year 12 held across the state pretty much deciding what you'll be doing for the next few years after high school, whether it be getting into University, College, TAFE, Apprenticeships. I'm sure where you are have the exact same thing just with a different name. But yeah, some people however, already have their lives sorted now. Getting into apprenticeships early, dropping out of school because they believe what they want to do doesn't require study is not necessarily being a bad choice. I mean if they want to they can, go for it. As long as they know what they're doing and are 100% sure on their decision. Me on the other hand, I personally think I should at least try my hardest for the education that is given to me and to get into a University. Just so I have something to work for and not kind of become lost in life and that I also have like a back up plan for the future. But, who knows what will happen, I hate thinking about the future. Wow I should stop, I have plenty of time to be thinking about this haha going off topic.

Anyways... for the past few days I've been away from home (staying at my cousins) as it was her birthday during that week. I had a really great time and I'm so grateful for even getting to see her on her birthday. Just the feeling of being there was so good I wish I didn't have to leave but everything always comes to an end. After the days spent with her I've never felt closer.

It's my birthday soon! Not saying what date but it is this week :) Turning 16! Kind of excited, now legal... LOL to drive geez. Not sure when I'm going for my L's but hopefully early next week. I'll let you know if I pass! Hopefully I do, it does cost money to get them so.

HOSTAGES HELD IN LINDT CAFE, MARTIN PLACE
This incident happened yesterday morning, and it was actually really scary to hear. It's all over right now but it has had to be one of the most surreal experiences ever. So yesterday I was actually in Macquarie (y'know, shopping and all) and on the train ride there my friend got a call from her Mum saying that she heard on the news three people were held hostage at Martin Place. She then just warned us to stay together and keep safe, and not go anywhere near there. Luckily we were planning to go to the city after, but it all went downhill from there. We didn't think much of her Mum's phone call because there was limited information on what was happening.
Throughout the later hours (during the afternoon) whilst we were still shopping, we started to get more and more phonecalls from all of our family members and friends on the whole situation. We all checked our social media and it was flooded with the whole story of a man holding up to 20 people in that cafe. From this point we were starting to worry a lot more about the whole thing and decided to leave earlier than planned, and to definitely not go in the city after this.
We luckily made it home safely arriving at around 5pm. We might not have been at the event but knowing we could have been or were near the area was already overwhelming enough.

I know I didn't really explain the actual situation of the event too much, but I don't think I have a say because I wasn't there or anything. All I know is that a man held hostage the people in the cafe, making them hold a flag and making them put their hands up on the windows in the cafe, and demanding things he wanted in return of releasing hostages. But I don't really know the full details, I've heard things on the news and everything, but I don't want to say anything in case it isn't true. So I guess all I can say if you wanna know more about what happened is research!

Keeping all of the victims held hostage and the two hostages that lost their life, their family and their friends, the Police that risked their lives, the people who were in the building, in my prayers <3

I think that's all for now. Adios x

Mistake, already

Okay so I actually have no idea why I'm on here, and what I'm doing... The reason why I titled this blog post 'Mistake, already' is because I've literally made one already, and I've only had this for like 2 mins... Damn. 

So 'First post??' was supposed to be my title for this but apparently it's now the title of my blog, I think, and I don't know how to change it LOL wow. Um yeah I honestly don't know what to say, maybe I should introduce myself, even though no one will read this which is kind of the purpose to why I made this...

Okay, a bit about myself:

• I'm 15 years old turning 16 very soon
• Yes, I'm a girl if you haven't already figured that out
• I have a lot of bottled up emotions I have no one to tell
• Which explains why I made this
• And something you should know, is that I'll never reveal who I am... I just don't feel it's necessary, at this point anyway

Yeah! Still don't know what to do, my life isn't very interesting but I'll update as much as possible, or when I feel like writing something I guess. Will write soon, this is only the beginning :)

- Fionx (yeah ikr, couldn't think of anything else)